Hey Ernestito

Ku belajar mencintai mu.
ku belajar mengenalmu
…………..sedang belom puas ke belajar.
kau menggodaku…

aku kini dalam pelukan asmaramu.
terbitnya sinar senyuman dipagi ini.
terima kasih.

-LOL-

aku dah sampai satu jalan terbaik.dulu. dalam hati aku masa tu rasa cam nak lari je…tapi bak kata aima, makin aku lari, makin masalah menghimpit..err aku tak biasa. So jumpa dia adalah ibarat menyerah diri untuk diperlaukkan, aku tak salah, buat apa aku nak takut? tapi dia bini orang dan dia adalah selingan dalam kehidupan aku yg lepas,untuk melupakan dia mmg tak mudah tapi untuk mengingatkan dia sesegar dulu, memang taklah kan.Suka atau tidak. lagi pon kali nie aku jumpa dia ngan husband dia. so aku tak rasa dia akan buat benda yg bukan-bukan.
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Kadang-kadang aku terpikir, kenapa rumah tangga orang, aku yg kelam kabut. Aku ni yg penyibuk ke? ke caring? lol WTF. tapi tu yg aku rasa la. sampai aku rasa umah tangga orang tu separuh daripada kewajipan tak bergaji aku.

dah 2minggu benda nie jadi dan aku tak berapa berani nak citer kat orang. lol mmg aku takutlah. lu mau fight ngan orang berada beb. mana bleh. ni masalah depa patut depa la selesaikan tapi cam sial, skit-skit, last-last benda ni jadi masalah aku dan totally bukan masalah dorang.

Jumpa Fa
Oh minah nie, bukan main syok lagi since last year. Dia dah kawen, tapi aku tatau mana silap dia, kat family dia ke, kat dia ke or kat hubby dia and yg bosanyer, pahal benda nie terjebak kat aku? lu tu kan bini orang.

How totally i solve this kind of f*cking problem?
Sit, relax, take a deep breath (depends on how u see the sequences).Aku amik fon, aku sms

“Babe, i dont think such of this relationship that we can rely on. Believe me, it wont go far”. Aku sent.

“Nope, I’m not happy with him. I miss U ” Dia reply.

“Hmm, can we meet up tommorow? let k**** accompany u kay” Aku sent.

“OK. I really want to see your face. I miss u” dia reply

Aku tak reply.

Actually, korang tgh baca kisah benar, its not about f*cking tales, tapi cerita tentang bagaimana, aku boleh putus disebabkan oleh orang ketiga.

General Provisions

1. This law has been drawn up with a view to standardize acts relating to love, to protect the legitimate rights and interests of people involved in love activities, to safeguard the social love order, and to encourage the widespread, healthy development of love under the socialist market economy.
2. This law applies to all love activities within the territory of the People’s Republic of China.
3. Love activities shall abide by law, administrative regulations and decrees, and in regards to social values, they must not in any way infringe upon the public interest.
4. The term “love rights” in this document refers to the rights of a lover to love and be loved. When exercising love rights, a lover must adhere to the order established in this law. The term “love responsibility” in this document refers to the time, money, effort, and other measurable material and spiritual quantities that the lover expends during the process of love.
5. The party in love may entrust an agent to be a love representative, and should detail the agent relationship during the time of love. Anyone unauthorized to act as an agent yet who engages in love claiming to be an agent shall bear all of the love responsibilities. Agents who exceed the bounds of their authority shall be responsible for that portion of the love responsibilities that result from those actions that exceeded their authority.
6. Individuals without the ability to engage in love, or those whose ability to engage in love is limited, fall under the category of early love. This love is invalid, but it shall not have any effect on the efficacy of other love. Citizens under the age of 14 do not have the ability to engage in love.
7. Individuals gaining affection through deception or force, or those who are aware of extant love conditions yet maliciously obtain affection, shall not enjoy love rights.
8. A beloved may not use the fact of an existing love between the beloved and a third party as a rebuttal. However, this applies only if the suitor is unaware of the existence of this reason. The term “rebuttal” in this document refers to a beloved rejecting the advances of a suitor in accordance with the regulations set forth in this document.
9. The bilateral exercise of love rights must be conducted at the place of business of the parties involved. Loving parties who lack a place of business may use a domicile.

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It’s such a thing u wont forget. Some things that remind u the wonderful of her mesmerize.

If You’re Not The One (Daniel Bedingfield)

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?